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  <title>The miracle of life isn't birth.</title>
  <subtitle>it's learning to smile when you should be grieving.</subtitle>
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    <title>Carnival.</title>
    <published>2007-09-06T22:52:11Z</published>
    <updated>2007-09-06T22:52:11Z</updated>
    <category term="carnival"/>
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    <category term="boy love"/>
    <category term="hanteuk"/>
    <lj:music>Xia Xue - Fahrenheit</lj:music>
    <content type="html">&lt;b&gt;Title&lt;/b&gt;: Carnival.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Rating&lt;/b&gt;: PG&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Form&lt;/b&gt;: Requested fic. One-shot.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Genre&lt;/b&gt;: Fluff. Semi-crack? xD&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Pairing&lt;/b&gt;: HanTeuk. (Hankyung/Eeteuk) (with RyeoMin and hints of KiChul! :D)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Fandom&lt;/b&gt;: Super Junior&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Dedication&lt;/b&gt;: to &lt;span class='ljuser  ljuser-name_lovelysilver19' lj:user='lovelysilver19' style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://lovelysilver19.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://lovelysilver19.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;lovelysilver19&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; because she requested it &amp;lt;3 Also, to &lt;span class='ljuser  ljuser-name_erusuke' lj:user='erusuke' style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://erusuke.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://erusuke.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;erusuke&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; because the whole time I was writing this, I kept thinking about our MSN conversations. &lt;i&gt;Hankyung: ":3"&lt;/i&gt; XDD ~ yes again XDD&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Beginning notes&lt;/b&gt;: Oh god, this one is really gay &amp;gt;&amp;lt; Sooorry DD:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I rolled over, smacking away the hand that was shaking my shoulder. "Teuk hyung! Wake up, wake up!" now the bed was shaking and someone was sitting on my hips. I groaned and looked up at the people around my bed. Every member was there, apparently, waiting on me to wake up.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What?" I asked more bluntly than intended. "Did you forget?!" Ryeowook whined, hopping up and down on my hips. "How could you!" Sungmin gently smacked my leg. I sat up and yawned. "They're right. &lt;i&gt;You&lt;/i&gt; suggested we all go to the carnival today, and you can't even wake up early to do so," Kangin smiled and crossed his arms over his chest.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Wha-- Oh!" I raised my hands to my face in shock, remembering yesterday when I said &lt;i&gt;"Hey everyone, let's go to the carnival tomorrow!"&lt;/i&gt; and everyone agreed happily. "I'm so sorry everyone! Give me five minutes and I'll be ready to go! I promise!" I hurried everyone out of the room and ran to the closet.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I got dressed as quickly as possible, throwing on a pair of jeans, whether they were dirty or clean, and a shirt, knowing for a fact I had worn it a week ago and it hadn't been washed. I justed wanted to hurry and get going, because the others were looking forward to this. Besides, only a bad umma would take the time to get ready when her children were waiting anxiously to go to a &lt;i&gt;carnival&lt;/i&gt; right?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I popped my head out of the room, only to be rushed all the way out by Sungmin. "Carnival, here we come!" he shouted, running out the door. "Win me a stuffed animal, Minnie hyung!" Ryeowook called after him, running out the door. Everyone laughed and shook their heads, then we all headed our to the transportation for the day.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As I, myself, headed out of the door, I bumped into someone. "Sorry, dongsaeng," I said uneasily. "Haha, don't worry about it, hyung," it was Hankyung, assuring me that hitting him as hard as I did with my shoulder didn't hurt him at all. He gave me a heartwarming smile and walked out of the door.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;Eeteuk, did you &lt;u&gt;just&lt;/u&gt; now notice Hankyung's gorgeous smile?&lt;/i&gt; I asked myself. I actually do think it was the first time I noticed it, and that was just the first of the weird encounters with Hankyung that I would have today.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Hang on tight!" driver-Kangin shouted. He sharply turned the steering wheel, swinging the the vehicle, that he, Shindong, Hankyung, and I were piled into, around a sharp curb. My body collided with Hankyung's as his collided with the door, but we made it around the curb in a matter of seconds.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I am so sorry, Hankyung! I should have held on! I didn't hurt you, did I?!" I panicked, scooting away from him. "Hyung, it's okay. I'm not a child. You're so caring... no wonder you're our uma," he laughed, showing me that smile again. That lovely, clueless smile and those kind words were enough to make my heart melt.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Stop it, Hannie-ah! You're making me sick," Kangin groaned, parking the vehicle behind the ones the other members had driven here. Ryeowook, Sungmin, Siwon, Heechul, and Kibum climbed out of one, and Donghae, Kyuhyun, Yesung, and Eunhyuk climbed out of the other.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I'm so happy!" Sungmin swooned, grabbing Ryeowook's hand and rushing quickly to get a ticket to go in. "Wait up!" I called out, running after them, with the ten other members following.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The day was so nice. Sunny and bright, but not too hot due to the constant breeze. I'm not sure if it was breezy outside, or if it was the fact that I was so full of butterflies that I felt like I had to take heavy steps to keep from flying away, that was cooling me down so much. Whatever the cause was, I was thankful for it because the other members seemed to be very tired.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Forty minutes after arriving at the carnival, we had all sat down at a table to rest. "I'm thirsty," Sungmin whined. "Me too, hyung," Ryeowook agreed. "So am I!" Shindong said, patting his stomach. Knowing I had to take on my leaderly duties, I stood up, and spoke up. "I'll go get drinks," I was startled to hear a voice say the exact same thing. I looked over to my left and seen Hankyung standing up, too. It must have been him to offer to get drinks.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"You two go get us all drinks. It would be hard to carry all the drinks anyway," Sungmin told us, giggling slightly. "Okay," Hankyung smiled at me and motioned for me to join him in the direction of a food stand, so I did.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"This has got to be the most fun I've had in awhile," Hankyung told me, ordering six sodas. I smiled and nodded. When his sodas were prepared, I ordered seven more. "I wish I didn't have to go back and fourth so much," Hankyung sighed. &lt;i&gt;Me too, Hannie-ah&lt;/i&gt;, I wanted to say, but instead I took the sodas and kept my smile. "Come on, they're waiting," I told him and walked away towards the other members.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Thank you, hyung," Shindong said and took his soda, as well as the others who mumbled quiet "yeah, thanks"s. I took my own and sat down where I was sitting before. The member who was previously beside me had moved to sit beside Ryeowook, in Hankyung's place; that member was Sungmin. Hankyung sat beside me and patted my back. "Hello, hyung," he almost-giggled. My cheeks pinkened a little and I waved at him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Wookie! Let's go on the Ferris wheel together!" Sungmin said happily, grabbing the younger member's shoulder. "No, Minnie, I just got my drink! Plus... I'm scared!" Ryeowook looked at his feet. "Don't worry, our oldest hyungs will go with us! Right?" Sungmin looked back and forth between me and Heechul.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"No can do, I'm going on that ride over there with Kibum," Heechul smiled and pointed to a large roller coaster in the distance. "That's fine. Hankyung can go instead? It's a large ride, we'll all be in the same car!" Sungmin pouted at Hankyung. "If Teukie does, I will," Hankyung looked at me, and I nodded. I couldn't deny Hankyung, not with that adorable smile. "Yay! Ryeowook shouted, then stood up, pulled Sungmin up, and hugged him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My cheeks &lt;i&gt;stayed&lt;/i&gt; warm, sitting beside Hankyung, watching Sungmin admire the view, and comfort his frightened lover. I secretly wished Hankyung was terrified, so that I could comfort him like that. Ryeowook looked over at me, and apparently noticed my odd behavior.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Teukie hyung, why are you staring at Hannie hyung and blushing?" he asked, trying to sound as cute as possible. "Huh?!" I blurted, jerking forward. &lt;i&gt;Because he's so pretty....&lt;/i&gt; would have been the real answer.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Hankyung grinned and placed his hand on my shoulder. "Eeteuk, you are so adorable," Hankyung whispered. "Clearly Teukie thinks that about you!" Sungmin snickered. Ryeowook laughed and dug his face into Sungmin's chest.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Is it true?" Hankyung asked, stepping off the Ferris Wheel. "M-maybe," I looked to the right to avoid his stare, but my attention was averted to the left when I felt a soft hand in mine, "Wha--" "Eeteuk, you realize Sungmin and Ryeowook have been trying to 'hook us up' this whole trip, right?" Hankyung laughed. "No, I don't guess I did," I chuckled and tightened my grip on his hand, "but I'm glad they did."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I wondered why Hankyung always seemed so clueless, because obviously, he wasn't. What kind of logic was behind that clueless grin...? &lt;i&gt;:3&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;</content>
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    <title>Perfect.</title>
    <published>2007-09-05T01:04:48Z</published>
    <updated>2007-09-05T01:05:18Z</updated>
    <category term="fic"/>
    <category term="sihan"/>
    <category term="boy love"/>
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    <lj:music>행복 - Super Junior</lj:music>
    <content type="html">&lt;b&gt;Title&lt;/b&gt;: Perfect.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Rating&lt;/b&gt;: PG&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Form&lt;/b&gt;: Requested one-shot, side-fic of my KangTeuk fic.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Genre&lt;/b&gt;: Romance. Fluff.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Pairing&lt;/b&gt;: SiHan (Siwon and Hankyung)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Fandom&lt;/b&gt;: Super Junior&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Dedication&lt;/b&gt;: to &lt;span class='ljuser  ljuser-name_lovelysilver19' lj:user='lovelysilver19' style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://lovelysilver19.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://lovelysilver19.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;lovelysilver19&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; because she requested it &amp;lt;3 Also, to &lt;span class='ljuser  ljuser-name_erusuke' lj:user='erusuke' style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://erusuke.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://erusuke.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;erusuke&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; because the whole time I was writing this, I kept thinking about our MSN conversations. &lt;i&gt;Hankyung: ":3"&lt;/i&gt; XDD&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Beginning notes&lt;/b&gt;: It's kind of crappy, to me. I hope you all like it ^^&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;The sun shone perfectly through the window as I walked over to him with a smile on my face. "Oi, hyung, you seem happier than usual today," he whispered, turning over in the hotel bed. I nodded and sat down on the bed with a cup of hot coffee, and handed him the one I made for him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Siwon, you're too nice to me," I laughed, looking down at my bare legs. My pants were in the floor, and so were his, and our shirts. He sat up and rested his head on my shoulder, taking a sip from the coffee I prepared. "Why shouldn't I be? You're perfect," he whispered in my ear. I looked at him and giggled.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;"Come on, Hannie hyung! I'm taking you to dinner!" he yelled out, calling for me to come over to the door. "Oh-hoho, dinner, eh? Don't come back &lt;u&gt;too&lt;/u&gt; late," Eeteuk laughed, giving us a thumbs up as I walked over to meet him. "I'm not planning on coming back at all," he informed Eeteuk, and took my hand, pulling me out of the dorm entirely.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Do you really mean that?" I asked him, with a child-like smile. "Of course I do. Why would I lie to you?" he smiled and rubbed my arm. "You wouldn't," I whispered, leaning my head against his. We sat in silence for five minutes, drinking out coffee and just appreciating each other's company.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I wonder if the others are at the lake yet," he said, then sipped at his coffee. He didn't have much left, where as I had half a cup left. "Probably not," I laughed, "you know how Ryeowook is when he's excited, and he was pretty happy when we left yesterday." He laughed and nodded.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;"Now listen, hyung. I don't want you to ask about the restaurant, not even when we get there. This is your night out, and it's all on me," he flashed a gorgeous smile and started the car. I nodded, not too eager to get to where ever we were going, but very eager to spend time with him. "One more thing, hyung," he turned and looked at me, and we made eye contact. "Yeah, Siwon-ah?" I asked. "I love you."&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He stood up and walked over to the coffee pot, pouring himself another cup. He danced in place as he did, making swift hip movements. Watching, I could hardly contain myself, but I managed to say what I wanted to say. "Siwon-ah... pour me another cup..."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"No problem, hyung!" he walked over and carefully poured the hot liquid into my cup and I smiled a "thank you" to him, and he nodded a "your welcome". I loved how we could speak to each other without speaking at all. It sure saved a lot of time, and it was much more romantic. To me, at least. I grinned and took a sip of my coffee.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;"Hyung, we're here. I hope you like it," he whispered, so quietly I could barely hear him, but I did. I overlooked the expensive looking restaurant and smiled. "No matter what, you picked it out for &lt;u&gt;me&lt;/u&gt;, of course I'll like it," I pulled him into a hug and ran my fingers through his hair.&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Life couldn't get better," I heard him singing randomly, swinging his hips once again, a bit off beat, but cute none the less. I smiled and walked over to him, entwining my fingers with his. "&lt;i&gt;You&lt;/i&gt;," I laughed and kissed his cheek gently, "are &lt;i&gt;my&lt;/i&gt; miracle."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;He let out what sounded like a giggle. "You are mine," he kissed my forehead and walked to our pile of clothes in the floor and pulled on his pants. "I had fun these past hours," I told him, mimicking his movements and getting dressed. "I'm glad, because I want to do it as often as I can," he sat on the bed and pulled on his shoes.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;i&gt;"What should I order?" I asked him, looking at all the expensive items on the menu. "Oh, hyung, what did I tell you? Don't ask about it. I'll order for you," he smiled and closed my menu. He ordered for me, and the waiter walked away. "Siwon! That's so expensive!" I giggled. "Money's no object for you, hyung," he placed his hands over mine, "I'd spend any amount of money on you, as long as I was promised to have you for a lifetime."&lt;/i&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Siwon smiled at me and scratched his head. "You're so cute in the mornings, hyung," he said, patting the spot on the bed beside him. I sat down and leaned my head against his shoulder. "You're not so bad yourself," I confessed, smiling from ear to ear.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;After thirty more minutes of complete silence, and appreciation of each other, he stood up and helped me up. "You're ready to go, right?" he asked, and I nodded. He placed his hand on the door, when I opened my mouth, and smiled. "What?" he asked, opening the door. "I just wanted to tell you, that you wouldn't have to spend &lt;i&gt;any&lt;/i&gt; money to have me for a lifetime," I smiled and walked out of the open door, with him following.&lt;br /&gt;</content>
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    <title>What Do You Think Clouds Are Made Of? (part two)</title>
    <published>2007-09-04T22:31:14Z</published>
    <updated>2007-09-04T22:34:53Z</updated>
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    <lj:music>09. Qing Zai Wo Hou Hui Zhi Qian Li Kai Wo - Fahrenheit</lj:music>
    <content type="html">&lt;b&gt;Title&lt;/b&gt;: What Do You Think Clouds Are Made Of? (part two)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Rating&lt;/b&gt;: PG-13&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Form&lt;/b&gt;: Multi-part. The ending :D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Genre&lt;/b&gt;: Fluff. I'm not good with genres XD&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Pairing&lt;/b&gt;: KangTeuk (Kangin/Eeteuk) and others~ &amp;gt;D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Fandom&lt;/b&gt;: Super Junior&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Dedication&lt;/b&gt;: To my lovely friend &lt;span class='ljuser  ljuser-name_lovelysilver19' lj:user='lovelysilver19' style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://lovelysilver19.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://lovelysilver19.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;lovelysilver19&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; because I would never write KangTeuk for anyone else &amp;lt;3 Every pairing in the story are her, er, favourites XD Because I am obviously not a fan of EunHae, or KangTeuk &amp;hearts;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Beginning notes&lt;/b&gt;: I really hope you all enjoyed it :D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I gave Eeteuk a puzzled look. Was he being serious? &lt;i&gt;"Say, Kangin, what do you think clouds are made of?"&lt;/i&gt;, his voice was ringing through my head for what seemed like forever, until he patted my bare shoulder.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Well?" he asked, with that same smile. I shook my head, trying to focus. "You know that clouds are made of evaporated water. Don't be so silly, hyung," I told him, laughing uneasily. He looked at his feet, with a serious expression on his face. He sighed and looked out on the lake, then smiled. But this smile, this smile was so... different, like it was meant for &lt;i&gt;me&lt;/i&gt; to see, and &lt;i&gt;only&lt;/i&gt; me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Kangin," he said, then stifled a laugh, "I think you're wrong." I turned my head and gave him an odd look, "Why?" Eeteuk wrapped his arm around my neck and pointed to the lake.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Do you see how the lake sparkles, even when the clouds are covering the sun? There's no light, but it still manages to do so. Even when you're angry, sad, or hurt, your eyes still have a sparkle. It's so beautiful. It gives me a reason to believe that the lake is made of beauty, too," he explained, waiting for me to turn and look at him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;When I did, he pointed to the clouds and smiled even more. "And clouds. Water is clear, but the clouds are fluffy and white, but sometimes they puff out and become gray. My theory makes more sense to me than yours, Kangin," he patted my head and stood up. "What is your theory?" I asked him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Clouds are made of what I feel here," he patted his chest, then his stomach, "when I'm with you." I gulped and shifted in my seat. "Butterflies?" I asked, confused and in awe. "No," he giggled and kissed my cheek sweetly, "love."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;With that, he stood up and jumped off the boat, swimming over to the two couples. &lt;i&gt;"Love"? He... loves me?&lt;/i&gt; I smiled to myself, hearing our conversation over and over in my head. It was like a broken record, only one you wanted to hear because it was a god-given melody, something the angels had written, and you never wanted it to stop.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ir did though, when I heard my name being called. "Kangin hyung! Come in, please!" I looked over to see Ryeowook smiling from ear to ear at the side of the boat. I nodded and stood up, climbed out of the boat, and swam over to the other members. They splashed each other and me, too, laughing and carrying on as if Eeteuk and I didn't have that conversation. But of course, that's because they didn't know.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It was 6:12 pm, and we were sitting at a picnic table. Yesung and Ryeowook had prepared a surprise picnic for us all. I admit, the trip was really looking up for me. I thanked everything holy that I agreed to come. I couldn't be happier, or could I? I guess I could, if I confessed how &lt;i&gt;I&lt;/i&gt; felt to my hyung. &lt;i&gt;Maybe I should...&lt;/i&gt; ...Maybe I would.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I went to reach for a soda, but eeteuk beat me to it, and my hand grazed his. "Oh, I'm sorry," I blushed and jerked my hand away. Eeteuk picked the soda up and placed it in my hands and closed my fingers around the can. It didn't matter how cold it was, because Eeteuk's touch was &lt;b&gt;always&lt;/b&gt; warm. "Take it, Kangin, you've had a restless day," he smiled that caring, loving, beautiful smile and I nodded. "Thank you, hyung," I looked at my feet and ignored Ryeowook and Yesung's giggling, and Heechul and Kibum's snickering.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I stood up and walked over to the peer, stopping at the flower stand. "So odd, a flower stand on a lake?" I asked the man who worked there. He was old and worn out, but he gave me a friendly smile and said, "isn't it romantic, though?" I laughed and nodded. I ended up buying a rose from the man, and made my way on out to the peer. There were fishermen on all but one, and this one was completely empty, so I took it before anyone else would have the chance to.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I sighed and looked out at the lake. "Eeteuk hyung, how am I supposed to tell you..." I whispered, closing my eyes, and taking in the afternoon breeze. "Tell me what?" his voice sounded in my ear. I opened my eyes quickly and seen he was sitting right beside me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Oh! Uhm, that I came up with my own theory. It's... it's silly, though," I laughed and looked at the rose I was holding, trying to &lt;i&gt;actually&lt;/i&gt; think of a theory. "Oh yeah? Tell me," he whispered, scooting closer to me as if he didn't want to miss a single word I had to say.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Well, do you... do you know what... &lt;i&gt;flowers&lt;/i&gt; are made of?" I asked, trying not to burst out into a fit of laughter at my own pathetic attempt to impress my hyung. "No, I don't, what are they made of?" he seemed pretty intrigued, so, I continued.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Well... they're made of... cells. They're made of cells. I lied, I don't really have a theory," I sighed and threw the rose down. Eeteuk laughed and shook his head. "I knew you were lying, Kangin. I also know what you want to tell me," he patted my cheek and pulled me closer to him. He picked up the flower and cutely placed it behind his ear, giggling as he looked into my eyes.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Oh... well?" I asked, a bit more straight-foward than I had planned on being. Eeteuk only shook his head and smiled. Before I could speak and say &lt;i&gt;"I'm so sorry, hyung"&lt;/i&gt;, his lips were on mine, still curved into a smile. It was only for a second, maybe a little more, but it felt like five minutes, and when he pulled away, I couldn't stop smiling.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Just before Ryeowook, Yesung, Heechul, and Kibum called us over because it was time go, I told Eeteuk: "Now, hyung, I understand, and I agree. Clouds &lt;b&gt;must&lt;/b&gt; be made of this love."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I'm going to post a request form soon, because I'm bored and I'm in a really weird mood to write o___o;;&lt;br /&gt;So comment it :DD&lt;br /&gt;Lovelovelove &amp;lt;3</content>
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    <title>What Do You Think Clouds Are Made Of? (part one)</title>
    <published>2007-09-04T04:33:05Z</published>
    <updated>2007-09-04T22:23:41Z</updated>
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    <content type="html">&lt;b&gt;Title&lt;/b&gt;: What Do You Think Clouds Are Made Of? (part one)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Rating&lt;/b&gt;: PG (if even that much.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Form&lt;/b&gt;: Multi-part. I'm too tired to finish it, and I don't want it to be extremely long. And I have to go to bed ^^&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Genre&lt;/b&gt;: Fluff. I'm not good with genres XD&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Pairing&lt;/b&gt;: KangTeuk (Kangin/Eeteuk) and others~ &amp;gt;D&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Fandom&lt;/b&gt;: Super Junior&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Dedication&lt;/b&gt;: To my lovely friend &lt;span class='ljuser  ljuser-name_lovelysilver19' lj:user='lovelysilver19' style='white-space: nowrap;'&gt;&lt;a href='http://lovelysilver19.livejournal.com/profile'&gt;&lt;img src='http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif' alt='[info]' width='17' height='17' style='vertical-align: bottom; border: 0; padding-right: 1px;' /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;a href='http://lovelysilver19.livejournal.com/'&gt;&lt;b&gt;lovelysilver19&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/span&gt; because I would never write KangTeuk for anyone else &amp;lt;3 Every pairing in the story are her, er, favourites XD Because I am obviously not a fan of EunHae, or KangTeuk &amp;hearts;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Beginning notes&lt;/b&gt;: Read the foot notes XD&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a name="cutid1"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I sighed, throwing my head back and staring at the ceiling. Everyone in the dorm was still asleep, but I had waken up early to get ready to leave for what some of the other members had planned. But why was everyone still asleep? Well, I &lt;i&gt;couldn't&lt;/i&gt; sleep. It was 4:30 am, and everyone would be asleep until 9:30 am, when they'd wake up to get ready.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I wondered why I got up so early. I wondered why I didn't just take a sleeping pill and continue my resting. I even wondered why I had agreed to go on the stupid trip in the first place. At this time, so early, with nothing to watch, nothing to listen to, and nothing to do, I wondered many things. I shook my head and drove away the bad thoughts. After all, it was a chance to spend time with two of the younger members, and three hyungs, but I was happy with being around one in particular.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;With a simple blink, I thought about all that could happen today. That simple blink turned into a long, dragged out blink. Soon, I found myself sound asleep, sitting up on the couch in the living room. Or rather, Ryeowook and Yesung found me, because at 9:55 am, they were patting my back to wake me up. I had laid down on the couch, with a pillow and a blanket.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Kangin-ah! Hurry and eat your breakfast, it's going to get cold!" Heechul yelled from the kitchen. I walked in to see him and Eeteuk sitting at the table. I grabbed my plate and nodded to them. "Oh, Kangin, I hope you don't mind I put a pillow under your head, laid you down, and covered you up. You looked uncomfortable like that, and you need all your strength for today," Eeteuk smiled at me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I couldn't help but smile like a child when I seen that one dimple, and that beautiful smile, especially when it was just for me. Heechul finished up and walked out of the kitchen, so I sat in front of Eeteuk with my food. "Is it good, Kangin?" he asked, obviously trying to strike up some conversation.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I lifted my head and nodded, not wanting to talk with a full mouth and make a fool of myself. I swallowed my food and opened my mouth to talk, but Kibum walked in and over the refrigerator. "Good morning hyung," he said to us, nodding and waving. "Good morning Kibum, did you rest well?" Eeteuk asked him. Kibum nodded once again and smiled. He drank a glass of milk and walked away.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"What?" Eeteuk asked, noticing I was staring at him. I shook my head and quickly shoved some food in my mouth, so I wouldn't have to speak. &lt;i&gt;I love how caring you are, Eeteuk hyung. How can you care so much about all of us...&lt;/i&gt; I wanted to ask, so badly, but I kept the question in my head, and swallowed my food.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I hope you're all ready!" I heard Ryeowook giggle. He was ready for what we were going to do, but quite frankly, I wasn't too ready. I was nervous. My legs and hands were shaking, and I knew if I spoke, my voice would shake, too.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It was going to be only Eeteuk, Heechul, Yesung, Ryeowook, Kibum, and I. Siwon had taken Hankyung to dinner, Eunhyuk and Donghae were going to an amusement park later, and Kyuhyun and Sungmin decided to stay home with Shindong and watch television for the day.  Where exactly were we going? Heechul came up with this "brilliant" idea to go to the lake, since summer was about to end and we hadn't done much because of our busy schedules. Sadly, only the ones going had agreed, and truthfully, I only agreed because &lt;i&gt;he&lt;/i&gt; did.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;At 10:45 am, we were all dressed and in the car, eager to go. Well, everyone but me. I was terrified of going. I just wanted to stay home with Kyuhyun, Sungmin, and Shindong and watch television, but I was already in the car so there was no turning back. Actually, I was driving. Eeteuk was at my side, Heechul and Kibum were behind us, and Yesung and Ryeowook were in the very back. Who knows what was going on between those four, because I wasn't paying attention.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Kangin, are you okay? You seem tense," Eeteuk's voice was soft and soothing, as always. My fear melted away when I felt his loving touch on my thigh. I nodded and kept my eyes on the road, softly saying: "I'm fine, I promise, hyung." He nodded and smiled, which of course caused me to smile as well.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It was 1:56 pm, and we &lt;b&gt;finally&lt;/b&gt; arrived at the lake, after a few pit stops because Ryeowook "had to go to the bathroom really, really bad and he really, really couldn't hold it any more!" and Heechul "needed a painkiller because Yesung and Ryeowook's annoying giggling was getting on his nerves!", also, Yesung "wanted a candy bar and the other convenience stores had nasty ones". Oh, and not to mention Kibum "needed to get a book because hyung is stubborn and has a headache, and hyung doesn't want him to help it go away".&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I stopped the car and sighed. "We're here!" Ryeowook and Yesung cheered, hopping out of the car before anyone had a chance to stretch. Stretch is exactly what I did, for at least two minutes before I felt Eeteuk's loving touch on my thight again. "I'm so excited, I can barely contain it," Eeteuk said, mixing a cute laugh in with it. I nodded and smiled at him. "It's really pretty out here," I said, looking over the gorgeous lake. Beauty, of which, couldn't hold a candle against Eeteuk hyung's. Even if I only agreed to come for Eeteuk, I was going to make the best of it.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I opened the door and got out at the same time Eeteuk did, but Heechul, Kibum, Ryeowook, and Yesung were already at the main dock, getting life jackets. Eeteuk jogged over in their direction, stopping to motion for me to follow him, so I did.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;As Yesung handed me my life jacket, I tugged at my swimming shorts. "Here you go, I don't want you to drown," I heard Yesung tell an over-joyed Ryeowook, who happily took the life jacket and giggled. Heechul and Kibum were no longer in line, but over on the peer, hanging their feet in the water. Heechul had his shoulder on Kibum's head, and Kibum was holding him. I smiled at all the love and put my life jacket on.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Why do we need life jackets?" I asked, tightening it up so it would have a good fit. "We're renting a boat," Ryeowook blurted happily. He was like a kid in a candy shop. I gulped slightly, trying to hide the fear in my eyes. &lt;i&gt;I am Kangin, Korea number one crazy man, I'm not afraid of a &lt;u&gt;boat&lt;/u&gt;, right? Of course not! I'm not afraid of anything!&lt;/i&gt; I told myself, nodding and tightening my life jacket a little more.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Eeteuk patted my shoulder assuringly, and smiled. "It will be fun, Kangin. I promise. Would I lie to you?" &lt;i&gt;Of course not. You wouldn't lie to anyone, gorgeous&lt;/i&gt;. "I hope not. I trust you, hyung," I said kind of quietly. I didn't want to be afraid, I wanted to be strong for hyung. I straightened my life jacket and followed Ryeowook and Yesung to the boat they had just rented, with Eeteuk following me.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Yesung and Ryeowook climbed on the boat with such ease. Eeteuk got on next, and held his hand out to me. "Don't worry, Kangin-ah. It's just a boat," his voice was once again soft and soothing, as if it was a tone meant only for me, and no one else. I took in a deep breath and took his hand, climbing on the boat and sitting on a seat.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;My legs were shaking again, and so were my hands. I gulped again, and sat my hands on my knees, trying to still them. &lt;i&gt;Kangin! Get a hold of yourself. Korea number one boat rider... You are Korea number one boat rider!&lt;/i&gt; I told myself in the utmost confidence, nodding and smiling.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"I want to drive!" Ryeowook whined, causing Eeteuk and I to turn and look at him. "But..." Yesung started, but Ryeowook stuck his lip out in a pout, "fine." Yesung sighed, but wrapped his arms around the smaller, younger man. "Thank you, hyung!" Ryeowook cheered, hugging his lover back and sitting down happily in the driver seat.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Eeteuk leaned up to him, since he was sitting behind him, and whispered in his ear: "&lt;i&gt;Please go slow at first. I believe Kangin is slightly frightened.&lt;/i&gt;". I knew it wasn't meant for me to hear, but it made me happy to know he cared. Ryeowook sighed, but nodded. Ryeowook started the boat, and I turned around and looked at my feet.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Eeteuk put his hand on mine, and kept it there. "It's okay, I won't let anything happen to you," Eeteuk told me, smiling assuringly and gave my hand a slight squeeze. My heart felt heavy with happiness, and I wanted to tackle the older man right there, but I didn't. I just smiled and told him once again: "I trust you, hyung."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;It was 2:38 pm. Yesung had been driving for five minutes, but stopped so he and Ryeowook could get out and swim for a little bit. Kibum and Heechul had rented a boat, and were in the water with the other two. Eeteuk and I sat on the boat, and at that point in time, I felt absolutely fearless. I was invincible, with him.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Thank you for helping me, hyung," I whispered. He must not have heard me, because he kept staring at the sky like he had been for the past thirty seconds. I titled my head towards the sky, trying to see what he saw. "What are you looking at, Teuk?" I asked, turning my gaze to him. He shook his head and looked into my eyes.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"Say, Kangin, what do you think clouds are made of?" he asked me, curving his lips into a childish grin. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;Foot notes&lt;/b&gt;: Is Kangin oppa really scared of boats? I don't know XD But I am o___o and I'm kind of sort of like Kangin so... I made him scared of boats XD And it's in his POV because, well, I can ^^ Hope you enjoyed it, Alexandria~ &amp;lt;3 AND EVERYONE ELSE who MIGHT read this x33&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Now I go to bed because I'm pooped :D</content>
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    <title>Semi-Friend's Only ;D</title>
    <published>2007-07-10T07:49:31Z</published>
    <updated>2007-09-04T22:23:14Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;img src="http://i13.tinypic.com/4v3paug"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;All fics posted will probably NOT be friends only.&lt;br /&gt;All other posts will be.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Comment to be added.&lt;br /&gt;Mutual friends only, plz :3</content>
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